Goodbye friendship,Hello heartache.

Today I lost it. Today I realized how much I hate what I’ve become. Today I realized that I let you rip me apart. And I am; I’m torn to pieces. This isn’t like me. I don’t let things control my well-being, but this time everything’s different. I don’t know who I can trust anymore. Everything feels like this awful, terrible lost cause. What’s the point in sleeping; I’m not even dreaming. ”

When you’re surrounded by all these people, it can be even lonelier than when you’re by yourself. You can be in a huge crowd, but if you don’t feel like you can trust anybody or talk to anybody, you feel like you’re really alone. ”